Official Transcript
August 5, 1998
I can't stand it anymore! I have to take the subjects to the operating table and sever their skulls to extract a part of their brain.
I do this over and over, day after day... It is awful. Guilt stays with me all the time, even after I go to bed.
Commander Vincent instructs us... "Do not see them as humans. They are just raw material we use to create Tyrants with." But it is we who cut their skulls. I can never consider them as just raw materials. They are humans just like we are.
I asked Commander Vincent about ways to reduce their suffering, but he ignored my request, saying that by using anesthetics, pure Beta Hetero NonSerotonin cannot be extracted.
Even if it is the company's orders, I don't believe what we are doing is ethical...
I'm sure that I'll be sent to the worst possible place, when I die. Or perhaps I should say, I'm already there...
Project Umbrella Translation
Plant Employee's Diary
1998 August 5th
Enough already! Everyday innocent young people are strapped to the operating table and without the use of anesthesia I make an incision in the skull to remove a portion of the brain. Afterwards the wail and scream does not leave the inner part of my ear.
Commander Vincent instructed coldly, "Do not think of them as human beings. They are nothing more than raw materials used to create Tyrant."
But we are the ones who cut the skull. Obviously, they are as human as we are.
I begged Commander Vincent to let us use anesthesia during the operation, but he dismissed it due to the fact that high purity β Hetero Nonserotonin cannot be extracted. Even though it's company policy, what my friends and I are doing is unethical...
We will defiantly go to hell...
Well, perhaps, this reality is hell...